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Discuss night, after desire.

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Fissured fracture may attempt laughter.

5-19-06

split move to this, the end. now known, duel. you beg.

This is what I am saying...

you

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I love you

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HELP ME

I'm feeling lonely...i am feeling a little confused at what i'm doing with this ongoing plastic cover of a life i'm living in...am i a variable...can people really complicate me...or...is it just me...choosing the indulgent...choosing...just choosing.

A Interference

Long time...you'll break...get done to-tonight...the wait.

Up and Down

Should I stop myself from this? I woke up this morning feeling like I was moving UP and Down and then I stopped and looked at myself in the mirror and screamed.

Blubbering should be part of life

Blubbering comes from the area of my body that still wants to be a child and I find that when I run into issues beyond my control I want to blubber. Blubber can also be defined as: 1. To sob noisily. 2. To utter while sobbing. 3. To make wet and swollen by sobbing.

"Can I please be wet and swollen."

"what-to-do-list" starting today.....

eight page paper for behavioral science
(starting would get me one step closer)
capstone
(having an idea might help here)
portfolio for the business of writing
(need a little more effort)
project on Korea
(one year and this will be helpful)
exercise
(before people start singing, "I like big butts and I can not lie" as I walk by)
wanting to do instead
(read, lay in the sun, write, sleep, travel, summer fun, move into new place, pole dancing)

An Anticipation

the nerves never for desire. and true in the end. i will strike out to go, running.